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Here is the demo album (recorded December 2023) which I have started to re-record in March 2024. Most of these were written in January 2019. A few are much newer. Tracks 1-12 were recorded on 12/15/2023 at home. Track 13 was recorded on 12/18/2023 at Cloverleaf Audio-Visual, a recording studio in St. Paul, MN, where some of the later re-recording has taken place. All recording, engineering, mixing, (and not really mastered at all), by Brian Jost.
Here are the song titles and approximate start times within this episode:
- “I am Afraid” – Starts around 00:03:49
- “Skeletons” – Starts around 00:7:01
- “Cup of Coffee” – Starts around 00:11:10
- “Rearrange the Stars” – Starts around 00:14:45
- “Better Off in the Morning” – Starts around 00:21:41
- “God’s Apology” – Starts around 00:23:35
- “Happy Music” – Starts around 00:25:34
- “Buy Me a Ticket” – Starts around 00:27:21
- “High Note” – Starts around 00:30:06
- “Turn it Around” – Starts around 00:33:01
- “Ten Times Gravity” – Starts around 00:36:14
- “Every Now and Then” – Starts around 00:38:15
- “Last Song” – Starts around 00:39:47
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