Resistance against my urge to share my music was strong yesterday. I lost nearly all confidence and almost believed that I am making a mistake by planning on performing at an open mic for the first time in my life six days from now. I have noted that I am telling myself that I am a fool to spend time preparing for performing because it is a waste of time to focus on my music. I will practice today and I will keep my plan of performing in six days on November 28, 2022. I need to do this. I will not die with my music still inside me.
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