Month: September 2022

Yep, 3/4 of my family got COVID recently. I have something else to say, but I just ran out of time. Here is a short unfinished draft piece of shit part of my unfinished musical screenplay, as if that is a real thing and not just part of my imagination.

Read or listen to Brian Jost’s memoir: “Grounded by Bipolar Disorder; One Pilot’s Landing” (available in print, e-book/kindle, and audiobook). Click HERE to find the book on Amazon and Audible.

Yeah, I don’t know what this is really. I was stressed out after a lot of my kids’ sporting events happening today. I decided to focus on making some music. I gave myself an hour to come up with something and this is it. Loopy. Loopy doopy.

Read or listen to Brian Jost’s memoir: “Grounded by Bipolar Disorder; One Pilot’s Landing” (available in print, e-book/kindle, and audiobook). Click HERE to find the book on Amazon and Audible.

Just another quick idea that popped into my head this morning. This is what happens in the morning. The combo of synth strings and voice “ahhhs” represent vocals in my mind with some lyrics started. I will probably never finish this. New song ideas are easy to hear every day, especially in the morning. I don’t know what to do with all of my ideas. I start them like this recording, then never go back. They mean something to me, but I can’t seem to make the time to finish them or put them together with anything else to make something bigger. I don’t even understand why I am sharing this. I guess it makes me feel like I accomplished something, but I wonder if I am sharing because I want to prove to people that I am not a lazy piece of shit. I don’t know.

Read or listen to Brian Jost’s memoir: “Grounded by Bipolar Disorder; One Pilot’s Landing” (available in print, e-book/kindle, and audiobook). Click HERE to find the book on Amazon and Audible.